海闊天空

今天我　寒夜裡看雪飄過
　懷著冷卻了的心窩飄遠方
　風雨裡追趕　霧裡分不清影蹤
　天空海闊你與我　可會變 (誰沒在變)＊

多少次　迎著冷眼與嘲笑
從沒有放棄過心中的理想
一剎那恍惚　若有所失的感覺
不知不覺已變淡　心裡愛 (誰明白我)

原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
　也會怕有一天會跌到 Oh~ No~
　背棄了理想　誰人都可以
　那會怕有一天只你共我

somehow i get very emotional whenever i listen to their songs.i always respected ka kui, who was the lead singer of the band, to be the first songwriter in chinese pop industry to incorporate social issues into his music, although at tt time the market fancied love songs. his talent and creativity in writing those songs and amazing chords is really one of a kind. such a pity he died young.hahah alright just writing this post for fun..not being emo here.anyway i think i made baby girl sad again by not being able to meet her tml=(sorryyyy baby..

slacking in office again...poor supervisor is too busy to give me any work to do..hahah.i don't even remember seeing him sitting down at his desk.he is like always running about or talking to clients on the phone. even the other colleagues say he is superman.haha. anw just played bowling game with baby girl on msn and she lost to me by a point!!hahah but my smart girlfriend thrashed me in reversi once again.=(rarrr shall stop playing reversi with her.hahah.

today i am too lazy to have lunch outside office.haha so my kind and helpful colleagues help me da bao chicken rice from the nearby coffee chop. And as usual the company's air conditioner is not working, and i am smelling like a sweaty pigg.yucks.how am i supposed to meet my friend in a stinky polo tee?but well, i am helping him think of presents to woo a girl he likes, haha so too bad for him.hahah. alright i am missing girlfriend now but she is busy doing housework, she is going to become a huang lian po soon.HAHA.omg feel so sorry for her.but in a way that is good, because she will make a good housewife in future.*hint hint*HAHAH. oh and she is having a date later, with another guy. sobzsobz..sad sad tubby boy..

i am sitting in front of my desk looking around and sipping my hot tea right now while waiting for my supervisor to come..am so glad that i have a busy supervisor who is always late for work.ahaha.anyway, i am thinking of taking mc on thursday in order to have a long long weekend.oh no...evil me..heee..but i do that so that i can watch my baby girl's performance!so whose fault?ahhaa..anyway was coming out of the train just now and i saw this girl wearing a super short dress. I swear just 1 mm above and she would be like showing off her ass.hahah...gross..not as if she very chio.but what really caught my attention was this elderly man, who is old enough to be my grandpa, kept staring at her ass.HAHA.a very apt example of a cheeee kooo pekkk. hahahah.and so i kept looking at him on purpose, and when he realised that, he quickly turned away and rub his eyes and pretend nothing had happened.disgusting lao chee ko.but well..all guys are hornyyyyyy..but surely this grandpa still has his testosterone running in him.HAHA.reminds me of my baby girl wearing the low cut dress in hong kong and those horny guys kept looking at my babygirl.love her so much..but yet she doesnt want to talk to me and play checkers with me.=(

23/05/2010

argh....gf has been bugging me for first post...alrites...since i am still quite awake now..i shall write a short post be4 gg to bed hahah...

I was super productive today!!woke up like 930 am(although i am supposed to wake up earlier to go temple=((((((...) and head straight to the swimming pool without EVEN EATING my breakfast and started my first workout of the day!!!i must admit that i swim like a tortoise now...hahha k lah..not as if i was fast last time..hee..then i went sun tanning!!!and i saw this damn skinny gal like sun tanning beside mee..omg when i said skinny, i really mean super duper skinny until i could see her ribs and bones.i really tink she weigh less than 40 kg omg really damn gross.i still prefer gf's figure, although she grow fatter since hk trip..hahah..i duno but maybe i prefer chubby girls.HAHA.gf ARE U READING THIS!!=)

After getting my GOLDEN BROWN skin and looking good as usual, i went to eat my favourite rou gu mian!!!hahah and the uncle always goes "ni de ling wai yi ban zai na li!!!" whenever gf is not wif me=( see gf, chubby people is always well liked!=)

went to temple in the afternoon to pray for vesak day...hmm..i prayed for my mum's safety too...hopefully buddha will hear my prayers..been quite sad this few days seeing her hair loss cos of her treatment..i noe she is sad too..but i kept telling her its okie...and whenever she is stressed out she will like eat alot of junk food and ice cream...i carn really stop her cos i noe she will not listen to me as usual and i just want her to do what she likes and be happy..hai..

alrite cutting all tt emoing shit..hahah after praying i headed straight to yio chu kang gym for my second round of workout!!!omg i rowed on the rowing machine until i nearly puke can u believe it...hai..but my tummy is still showing..i guess i reallli gotta do some serious abs exercise with cardio=(but well...at least i feel that i am getting fitter..ahaha...i dun wanna be tubby boy anymore...

anw went to meet girlfriend in the evening..afta having dinner ALONE..so saddddddssss rite..=(hahah but i manage to eat my teppanyaki afta all!so not too bad lah..haha..but of cos i wished gf was around!heee...even though the last time i went out wif gf was like yest, but i still miss her a lot today..hai..whats wrong with me..really wish that our hong kong trip would be longer..hahha..i really wish that i can have this 3 months of holiday chillaxing..meet girlfriend n pdaing on the streets.HAHA.

today gf told me she love a lot of things about me but she never tell me what are those things=(hahah but nvm..i love girlfriend for her retardedness, her lameness and deep down in my heart i know she loves me and always do care for me...=) that is why no matter how tired i am...i will always try my best to meet up with my baby girl(with a shag face and tired voice..HAAH)..and i really do hope this r/s would last and make it through my exchange and her further studies..i really hope i will be the one who will give my baby girl her future happiness=)

Leo's first personal blog!(:

-GF