Please help this kind soul who have always believe deeply in you..

sometimes i dont understand why people tend to drag a problem when they can actually find a solution earlier and spare the sufferings.:(only to give up hope when all the problems kick in.

dreaming of being a child once again..
anw suddenly tot of a song...:)

Advice of the day!

So how could you neglect subsequent cultivation simply because of one moment of awakening? After awakening, you must be constantly on your guard. If deluded thoughts suddenly appear, do not follow after them― reduce them and reduce them again until you reach the unconditioned.²¹ Then and only then will your practice reach completion. This is the practice of herding the ox which all wise advisors in the world have practiced after awakening.

Nevertheless, although you must cultivate further, you have already awakened suddenly to the fact that deluded thoughts are originally void and the mind‐nature is originally pure. Thus you eliminate evil, but you eliminate without actually eliminating anything; you cultivate the wholesome, but you cultivate without really cultivating anything either. This is true cultivation and true elimination. For this reason it is said, "Although one prepares to cultivate the manifold supplementary practices, thoughtlessness is the origin of them all."²²

Horrible Day

OMG insomia until 5am last night+hotmail account got hacked and i am not able to send or receive emails+lots of work to do.FML.

:(

And so the poor boy waited in vain for his loved one emails and messages..missing her so so much. Luckily for him, he managed to keep himself busy with his incessant workload, his friends and his old friend Mr. Basketball. He dreads the night, when he used to call her before bed. sigh, its ONLY been a few days..but these few days seem years :( He made a choice between going clubbing and waiting at home in front of his computer for her emails..the latter he chose.wish you would be back soon...how would I survive exchange??and the following two years?

sick sick sick!

I am starting to dread my life as an intern now...i have learnt most of the stuff i am required to learn..and the best part is my busy supervisor is ALWAYS MIAing..so poor me just have to act busy all the time.argh...plus i have been sick for quite some time but i still refuse to go to the doctor.hahah. Had shao rou fan for lunch...salty to the MAX, omg i swear they soak the shao rou in some sea water.haha. anw i was so bored just now until i went to ask my colleague whether she needs help or not.haha..and so i am doing the company accounts now.DAMN.totally regret my decision..haha 2 more hours..i have the urge to take mc tml again...hai..shall decide later..looking forward to meet baby later!=)